Sadistic Desire

At this moment, I'm so very bored.

Brandyn left for prac at 11am, and he doesn't get home until 9pm... Such a long shift, my poor darling.

Also my internet is capped, so I can't do mich homework! My only Japanese homwork was chat to Naachan, which I did... For 4 hours on Friday.
I really wanna do my Japanese Society and Culture assignment, 2000 - 2500 words I think, but it's about Lolita Fashion!!

I want to talk to someone! 色々な物をはなしたいんですよ！

Also I'm hungry!~~ I want to eat pizza, but I don't wanna leave the room! Because Brandyn's mum is being annoying. She sent us a message yesterday saying; "Hi I would like you and Carlia to clean the whole kitchen and mop floor cats out but not shadow"
We sent back: "We are out and Brandyns getting ready for his prac placement"

She came to me today and said "when is the kitchen getting done?"
Me: "I don't know"
Her: " Well I asked you to do it yesterday, so if you could arrange to get it done today"
Me: "I'm actually busy today"
Her: *walks away* "You guys are so fucking lazy"
Me: "Uh huh" *shut and lock door*

A little harsh on my behalf it sounds, but we don't hardly eat anything, we clean our own dishes and stay out of her way in our room. The only reason she had the nerve to ask us to "help" around the house is because she bought us dinner the previous night.
You can't do something for someone then demand payment AFTERWARDS!
However you can say "if I buy you pizza, will you do the floors tomorrow?" fair enough

Uwa! So hungry!

Anyways, this is annoying me... Only now because Brandyn's at prac, so she wasn't asking us to do it she was TELLING ME to do it... Like hell I'm doing anything for her at this point. Also it's annoying because she's on the phone to someone complaining loudly that we're all lazy and she's the only person that does anything in the house... Which is not true.

10th - 15th We're moving far far away!!!

Also Stargate in the background... Daniel Jackson is my hero!

つまらないよ！

I did actually have things to do... Packing & Cleaning & Homework

Also I've been wanting to make some loli things, but I've packed up my craft stuff, so I am sad :(

But I have been making Kanzashi and ribbon roses


Purple Polka Dot Kanzashi


White Ribbon Rose

I'm looking forward to making a few headdresses with these things
I was just practising! It's cute?

I think I need to go out a bit more. Last Friday I went out with Elliot! Well... went to his house, had a few drinks and talked about philosophy!

BOOOOOOOOOOOREDです

Just a quickie before I go meet with my Brandyn <3

Yesterday was awesome fun, don't tell Lizzie though, I don't want her to know that I actually had FUN shopping with her, otherwise she'll make me go shopping again... Soon...

Anyways, yesterday she rang me up at about 10-11-ish and asked me to come to uni to help her change courses. She wanted to move into High School Education/Drama (Performing Arts), because she's not doing so well in the "Becoming Multi Literate" class, but she's doing pretty good I think. Anyways, we went and did that, and she decided she'd rather do Drama in Primary School, so decided that she's gunna do a Primary Education Graduate Diploma at the end.

That was all fun and games

Then we went into the city, we went to a dress store and bought a lovely ball gown that made her look like a princess. It was a turquoise coloured dress with shiny beads everywhere and a corset-like, strapless bodice. Really nice :)

Then we went and did some book shopping I got her to buy "Memnoch the Devil" by Anne Rice, which is the book I'm currently reading. And If I keep reading it at the pace that I am now I'll finish it before we get to go on the train to Kal... And then I'll be bored-ish... Can't really be bored around Brandyn, but it IS a train journey, they eventually get boring...

ANYWAYS, then we went to Target and she tried on a few clothes, everything suits her so well... I tried on one shirt, it was really cute, silky kind of 17th century French style, cute cute cute... But the sleeves annoyed me slightly, so I didn't buy it...

Then as we were going through the check out I saw the most adorable shoes... The guy at the check out told me I should get the shoes so I could "find a boyfriend that could pamper me and buy me expensive things"... I contemplated it and went and bought them. On the way through the check out he said again "now all you've got to do is find that perfect boy"... Which was kind of weird... I swear he was flirting with me... But like I know @_@... Nor care, I've already found the perfect boy :)

And then I had to go home, aaaaaaaaand I got home about 10 seconds after Dodo got home from work... OOPS should've told him I was going out... Oh well :)

Caaaaan't wait to see Brandyn today... I last saw him Saturday, but I miss him so much ^_^... But we're only going to get the tickets for our trip to Kal, then he has to go home and study. This week's his last week of work (Next week's a review week) so he has lots going on... I feel kind of bad for asking him to come out with me today because I know how much he's got to do. Then again, I do need him (read: his consession card) to be able to book our tickets. I'm praying that we get seats together, otherwise that'll be unpleasant...

Oooooooh, almost time to go ^_^. *BYE BYE*

Hello my pretties!
How is everything? Not too shabby I hope
Well I don't have much to say, like usual :)
I just have a few quotes for everyone to ponder over

"To fall in love is to create a religion that has a fallible God"
          -Jorge Luis Borges

"Love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own"
          -Robert Heinlein

"When it comes to sex, and everything else, the male's great fear is of failure, and the female's is of not being loved"
          -Irma Kurtz

Just came across those in my research for today, ponder the meaning of love my darlings...
I'm going to go eat pizza now... And research more ^_^

Good bye good luck, until we meet again

YAY finally uploaded some new stuff to DeviantART... Where HAVE I been?

At uni of course! Welll... Kinda... I'm on holidays now!

But anyway, I found some beautiful blue light in my bathroom which I'll be using more and more often from now on. And since uni's over until the 30th of July I will have a lot of time to take more photos...

Speaking of MORE photos, I was reading something about Amateur photography tips and tricks to do with models and modeling, which said something about collecting your friends and shooting them.

Which I intend to do

Except shooting them with my camera, and not really at the same time either... Unless I think of something good!

There's not really too many people who I think would be interested in modeling for me... I can only think of Amber for now... Maybe Tara, but I hardly see her...

I was also looking at some better cameras today... And MAN I really WANT a polaroid camera, how awesome would that be?

I might ask some people from uni to be my models... I don't really wanna ask my boyfriend in case I sound kinda creepy... I know I usually do anyway... But more-so...

Oooooh, which reminds me, I got this really nice short, tight cheongsam on the weekend that I may or may not do some photographs/modeling in... It's really cute
Though my mother said I looked like a prostitute when I wore it...
Maybe I'll make Tara wear it if I get her as my model ... Not saying she looks like a prostitute... I think it'd be quite cute on her @_@

That'd be cute!

I entered 3 competitions today... On DA for photographers... And man I've got some SWEET ideas... I hope my camera is up to it... Poor thing actually produces pretty LOW quality pictures, which annoys me (As you'll see if you go to my DA... Now... GO!)
Otherwise I'm pretty excited!

First one is OPPOSITE competition
For this one I've got the BEST idea!
My idea is a male and a female standing next to each other with the ones hand on the others hip. The female has hard light coming above and the male has hard light coming from below. Mind you the whole photo is only of their torsos and NAKED!!
Awesome shot in my head... So yea, I thought that'd be a cool shot for the competition

Second one is a HAPPINESS/CONTENTMENT competition
I wanted to do something really simple for this one, like a male and female sitting on a bench and the shots taken from behind. The girl has her head on the guys shoulder and they're looking to the sunset. Or something cute like that. Only something romantic because when I think of happiness and contentment it's when I'm with Brandyn... So I wanted to kinda make that my theme...

Last one I can't start for another few weeks.
Since the girl that's doing it is sending us all poems and we've got to interpret them as creatively as we can :)

Yea and I get to see Brandyn on Friday...
I'm so happy!

Yep, otherwise comments please!

And SOMEONE tell me about lighting in photos? Or any hints/tips/tricks for becoming a better photographer!!!
TELLS ME!!!

Okay
So
Yesterday was Emi's birthday *HAPPY BIRTHDAY*
I also had a sociology exam, not nice... But I definately passed the SAN1103 unit... Great for me, because if I had to do that unit again, I swear I'd go MENTAL!

So after our exam-y thing... We all went to the pub! Had a drink and played pool...
Until... Lizzie, Chelsea, Daniel and me had to go
They had to go home, but I went to the ZOO with Brandyn

and to be honest, I didn't care about the zoo very much... I was just so fucking happy to be with him
Seriously though
I went through withdrawal because I couldn't see him today
and that annoyed me
I just wanted to be with him
Stupid feelings!

Anyways... Zoo was awesome fun... We got waffles afterwards, then he came back to my house for dinner
And we just sat on my bed... Talking... It was lovely... I don't wanna give him back ^_^
Ever!

Lol, my post about the zoo's turned into a rant about Brandyn...
Look at the last picture... He's gorgeous... and all mine!
( Pictures! )

and that concludes this post... I'll randomly try to update more

P.S I look crap in all those photos... I'M SICK!

In alphabetical order!

For a scrapbooking project I'm doing ^_^!

A - Allyce, Aloe Juice, Amber, Andrew, Anime, Art
B - Bath, Black, Books, Brandon, Brandyn, Brenda, Bubble Tea
C - Cake, Candles, Candy, Cats, Chinese Food, Coffee, Colour, Craft, Cross Stitching
D - David, David Eddings, Deviant Art, Drawing, Driving
E - Eating, Emi, Emilie Autumn
F - Family, Final Fantasy, Fire, Fishing, Friends, Frogs, Fruit, Food
G - Gaming, Green Tea
H - Hannah, Harry Potter, Hello Kitty, House, Hoshino Aki
I - Idols, Internet, Isabella
J - Japan, Japanese Sweets, James, Jasmine (flower), Jaydon, Jeff (uni), Jennice, Joshua, Julie
K - Kanji, Katherine, Katie, Kelsey, Knitting, Kodei, Korean Sweets
L - Lachlan, Languages, Lemonade, Livejournal, Lizzie, Llamas, Lynette
M - Mango, Maureen, Mi Goreng, Michael, Museum, Music
N - Nashi, Nature, Ninja
O - Octopus
P - Patrick Stewart, Photography, Photos, Pirates, Plants, Pocky, Procrastination, Purple
Q - Quotations
R - Rain, Reading, Red, Reptiles, Rockmelon, Rohan, Ron, Ryan
S - Sam, Sarah, Shane, Simon, Sleeping, Star Trek, Stargate, Storms, Sue, Sugar, Swimming
T - Talking, Tara, Tea, Toffee (cat), Trees, Tylah
U - University, University Friends, Utada Hikaru
V - Vampires, Visual Kei
W - Watermelon, Writing
X - X-mas
Y - Yogurt
Z - Zoo

Anything I've missed out don't hesitate to TELL ME! ^_^

I'll start this after my exams... Whilst I'm still collecting photos for my larger scrapbooking album... Cough up your photos people!!!

1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4, ...)
2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things."

[1] I have read a lot of books.
[] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[] I have been to Canada.

[] I have been to Europe.
[2] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.

[3] I have played ping pong.
[4] I swam in the ocean.
[] I have been on a whale watch.
[5] I have seen fireworks.
[6] I have seen a shooting star.
[] I have seen a meteor shower.
[7] I have almost drowned.
[] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[7] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[8] I have had stitches.
[] I have had frostbite.
[9] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[10] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects.
[] I currently have a job.
[11] I have been ice skating.
[12] I have been rollerblading.
[13] I have fallen flat on my face.
[14] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[15] I have been in a fist fight.
[16] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[17] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[] I attend Church regularly.
[18] I have played truth or dare.
[19] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[20] I have already had my 18th birthday.
[21] I've called someone stupid.
[22] I've been in a verbal argument.
[23] I've cried in school.
[24] I've played basketball on a team.
[25] I've played baseball on a team.
[26] I've played football on a team. (I'm actually pretty good at sports, even though I don't like sport much at all)
[27] I've played soccer on a team.
[] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[28] I've played softball on a team.
[29] I've played volleyball on a team.
[30] I've played tennis on a team.
[] I've been in the marching band.
[31] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[] I've bungee jumped.

[32] I've climbed a rock wall.
[33] I've lost more than $20.
[34] I've called myself an idiot.
[35] I've called someone else an idiot.
[36] I've cried myself to sleep.
[37] I've had (or have) pets.

[38] I've owned a spice girls CD.

[39] I've owned a britney spears CD.
[] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[] I've mooned someone.

[40] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[41] I've been in the newspaper.
[42] I've been on TV.
[] I've been to Hawaii.

[43] I've eaten sushi.
[44] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[45] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[] I've watched "Newlyweds."
[46] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[47] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers. (As a joke, I helped)

[48] I've been called a geek.
[49] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade. (Chemistry... all the time)
[50] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it. (Math... all the time)
[51] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[52] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[53] I've written poetry.
[] I've been arrested.
[54] I've been attracted to someone much older than me. (Does Hugh Laurie & Patrick Stewart count?)
[55] I've been tickled till I've cried. (It's not hard XD)
[] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[56] I've had/have siblings.
[] I've been to a rock concert.
[57] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[58] I've been in a play.
[59] I've been picked last in gym class.
[60] I've been picked first in gym class.
[61] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[62] I've cried in front of my friends.
[63] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages
[] I've played Halo 2.
[] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[] I've been to Alaska.
[] I've been to China.
[] I've been to Spain.
[64] I've been to Japan.
[65] I've had a fight with someone on IM.
[66] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[67] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[68] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[69] I've been forgiven.
[] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[70] I've cried at a chick flick.
[] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[] I've been to a rap concert.
[] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[71] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[72] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[73] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[] I've been in a car accident.
[] I've done drugs.
[74] I've been homesick.
[75] I've thrown up.
[76] I've puked on someone. (As a baby, definately... But I can't remember any)
[77] I've been horseback riding. (Turns out I'm allergic to horse hair)
[78] I've filled out more than 10 of these surveys.
[] I've spoken my mind in public.
[79] I've proved someone wrong.
[80] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[] I've broken a leg.
[] I've broken an arm or a finger.
[81] I've fallen off a swing.
[82] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight
[83] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[84] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[85] I've lost my backpack.
[] I've come close to dying.
[] I've seen someone die.
[86] I've known someone who has died.
[87] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[] I've done modeling.
[88] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[89] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[90] I've realized how good my life is.
[91] I've counted my blessings.
[92] I've made fun of a classmate.
[93] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[94] I've slapped someone in the face.
[95] I've been skateboarding.
[96] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[97] I've lied to someone to their face.
[98] I've told a little white lie.
[99] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[100] I've fainted.
[] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[101] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[102] I've been pushed into a pool.
[103] I've been/am in love (Or so I think)

Enough of that crap for a while
oh wait!!! I feel a quiz coming on!!

Nah, it passed

God I'm happy
But at the same time totally fucking depressed
Comes with being me
Right?
...Right?

Prac tomorrow, second day, yea! Rock on, etc.
Might be going to see Spiderman 3 with Brandyn... But I'm not too sure... I'll ask him
I went out with him today, so much fun!
We went to the museum and had lunch, it was so much fun. He kept trying to kiss me in the museum, which was funny... I was scared the dinosaurs were watching us! And God is he gropey! Touching me and stuffs (Non-sexual people!! Mind out of the gutter, thanks)
I think I'm going out with Levins this weekend, apparently it's free comic book day at Empire Toys, that ought to be fun!
Oh and I picked up my Harry Potter books today, fucking finally! Though I'm annoyed because there's no furigana, and therefore I can't read most of the kanji, I ought to learn though. Yuko said I was getting a little rusty XD

Dodo's stressing about Brandyn so much, though I'm actually happier when around Brandyn. He's made my life a lot more cheerful. I can't wait to get my own house and live by my own rules. It's not like I'm a WAY OUT there child but seriously NO!

Anyways

Pluto is a planet that has been described as a planet no longer!

I still have to fo my assignment for uni, hurray! I need to buy heaps of shit, then stick lots of shit together, then present that shit to the class... Hurray? I'm reconsidering considering changing out of Primary Education, Katie, Jeff and Mark don't want me to leave... And I wont see them much anymore... But... I don't know if I should stick with it, then do a 1 year Asian Studies course, or go "FUCK IT" and do the 4 years Asian Studies and the 1 year Education... No freaking idea! Whatever will get me out of Australia, methinks.

Did I say I got my books today? I think I did, I also got "Mostly Harmless" by Douglas Adams too :D!!! With a gift card from Trevor! Thanks Trevor!!! Ummm, I wanna know who gave me the ninja toy and the Onegai Twins figurine now :O... But I can't for the life of me remember... Damned memory/intoxication... Though I didn't drink THAT much, actually by about midnight I had almost completely sobered up. But seriously... That ninja was the coolest toy ever!!!

God the internet here is so slow... I miss my beautiful broadband, and my beautiful wireless... AND MY FUCKING BOOKSHELF!

YAY... P-R-O-C-R-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-O-N

Oh God... I gotta get this fucking assignment done, but damn! So boring and boring and boring and did I mention boring?
I'm being distracted by so many things right now... the TV, Brandyn, Badger, Rachel... LJ, DA, MY FUCKING DRAWING BOOK even.

Argh! And I have an English exam tomorrow... But Saturday's gunna be so fine! As long as I get through today and tomorrow without having a mental breakdown. I'M NOT OLD ENOUGH FOR A MID-LIFE CRISIS!!!!! Not yet anyway... I'm waiting for it though.

Now I have nothing to talk about... I could talk about Brandyn, but :P... Maybe a bit later... Like when I see him on Saturday <3

Okay TV is now off... and Rachel is gone...
Fuck
Next
Week

Monday - Assignment due, fucking looooooong day, my birthday, dinner, Prac info
Tuesday - No classes, but I have an online test for SAN1103, and other bullshit I need to do
Wednesday - No classes, but I'm staying over Aunty Nett's house so I can go to...
Thursday - Prac! In the fucking far away school... In a dodgy area, with fucking dodgy kids
Friday - Second rotation starts, annoying... Better be fucking Math... and I better have passed fucking English
Saturday - Mah birthday party *excitement*
Sunday - Hang-over recovery day

and then the process starts all over again

Remind me next holidays to do my fucking homework in the first week of the holidays

I have to finish my boxes too... One's pink *YUCK* and one's gold... I'm gunna put pink *YUCK* ribbon on the pink *YUCK* box, and a cute lil white flower. On the gold one I'm putting black ribbon and a silver cross :D

Oh my, I should probably start writing in here again!
For no reason!

Excuse my horrid spelling, I have giant, red talon-like claws attached to the ends of my fingers. Also known as nails.

I kind of feel 'blargh' at the moment, so @______@... I don't know :P

Anywho, I've been so busy lately. I have to write a sociology essay and create a game based on a theory we've learnt about (Constructivism, Social-Constructivism, Behaviourism, and that other one I can't think of...)
Also, I've been fucking socially busy. I had 3/4 or my brothers stay for two nights each. Tuesday I had a ball to go to. Thursday I was supposed to stay at Aarons, but I needed to help with some renevations (sp?). Friday I'm gunna start my sociology essay. Saturday I'm going to a 40th, but Lizzie also invite me to a movie night, but I had to turn her down, I felt so bad. The poor thing! Her boyfriend was being a bitch to her, she also started crying while we were waiting for the bus after uni...
Next week I don't have much on, but I gotta do those bitchin' assignments. Friday I have my English exam-y thing. Saturday is then my cousins 21st.
Then uni starts again on my fucking birthday... and I gotta hand my sociology paper in on Monday because class is cancelled on Tuesday. I haven't checked when my game is due but the essay will be more fun!!!! Thursday is then my first day of my practium... I hate kids... Friday is the first day of my second rotation... hopefully Math... English blows! Then Saturday my birthday party. And that's my whole month, crammed full of shit.
And sometime this month I gotta do my photographs for my application! I'll get around to that some time :P

I bought some boxes today, I'll paint them after do my assignments :) They're for my craft stuff, and various other things...
Yesterday someone rang me about my CrimTrac, so I'm glad they got it, hopefully I'll get that fucking thing back ASAP otherwise I can't go on prac :(... fucking kids!

I can't wait to get my assignment back... The Gardener's theory of multiple intelligences essay and the worksheet on De Bono's thinking hats shit! I'm a black hat... I hope it's a black top hat!

Oh mah god, by the way... Can Ann fucking dance or what... I want her babies!!! And whats-his-name has such pretty hair, I just wanted to keep playing with it (which I did, until we left). And Peter had a hot hair too, and THE cutest little goatee thinggo... I kept stroking it, I'm sure he got worried... Shannon was being a whore though, not talking to anyone except Oliver :P, Whom I got a photo with YAY!

Anyways, I best be off I need my sleep for homeworkin'
Bye bye

I found this in one of my books today, and I thought I might post it.

I know I haven't posted in like two or three months, but I'm not dead ^^... >.>... yet :P

Voodoo - "Let me borrow that doll for a second..."
Confucianism - "Once a toy is dipped in water, it is no longer dry"
Capitalism - "He who dies with the most toys, wins"
Hari Krishna - "He who plays with the most toys, wins"
Judaism - "He who buys the most toys at the lowest price, wins"
Catholicism - "He who denies himself the most toys, wins"
Anglican - "They were our toys first"
Greek Orthodox - "No, they were OURS first"
Branch Davidians - "He who dies playing with the biggest toys, wins"
Mormonism - "Every boy may have as many toys as he wants"
7th Day Adventists - "He who plays with his toys on Saturday, loses"
Amish - "Toys with batteries are surely a sin"
Church of Christ - "He whose toys make music, loses"
Baptist - "Once played, always played"
Church of Christ, Scientist - "We are the toys"
Jehovah's Witnesses - "He who 'places' the most toys door-to-door, wins"
Non-Denominationalism - "Does it really matter where the toys came from?"
Communism - "Everyone gets the same number of toys"
Hedonism - "Hang the rule book! Let's play!"
Atheism - "There is no toy maker"
Polytheism - "There are many toy makers"
Evolutionism - "The toys made themselves"

and that concludes this post ^^

Meme thing...stolen from- krops-lrig
Comment and..
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST.

OMG really haven't posted for ages @_@

Instructions: Write one statement to 10 people on your LJ friends list.
See if you can guess who is who... I don't think I have 10 LJ friends... *ninja*

01. I've only met you in real life once, and I thought you were the cutest thing on the earth at the time. I'd really love to start talking to you again, I don't know if you've changed your hotmail address or if you've stopped using it, but it'd be great to talk again ^^

02. Nyaa, I miss talking to you too. This year would be important to you right? I keep forgetting you're younger than me. You're so mature! <3

03. Ah you've been such a good friend to me the past 3 years that I've known you. I'm really glad to have met you, AND to have kept in contact through thick and thin! I can proudly say I love you! And not in the big lesbian way either :)

04. And you! I haven't talked to you in ages, and I'm so happy that I'm going to see you tonight. Now you I do have a big lesbian crush on. But, like #03 I can proudly say that I love you in a non-lesbian crush kinda way too! Wow this is getting weird... I wish you best of luck for all you are doing this year and I hope we can catch up sometime soon (Other than tonight)

05. Haha, I haven't talked to you in almost a year. I think your decisions have been a little misguided, but I still would regard you as a friend. I wish we could just sit up and talk all night like we did a long time ago.

06. :O I miss talking to you sooooo much, and one day I'm going to fly over to where-ever you may be at the time and I'm gunna hug you! You've been one of my best friends for over 2 years and I haven't even truly met you yet. Mnyah! I love you!

07. How'd this year goin? It's gunna be tough, just stick it through! I'm here to help you if you ever need it. I love you so much, you're one of my best friends and I hope you guess this correctly so that you know I do love you soooooooo much <3!

08. Now I know there is bad blood between us, I just don't know why. And this confuses me, since you were one of my friends... I really would like to start talking to you again, and sort out any mess that I created ^^

09. Ah, sweetness. I wish you all the best for the future. I know I talked to you for a little yesterday, but I really wish we could have a HUGE catch-up session! I still have your phone number, even though I haven't messaged you yet... I miss you honey, and don't worry about those other people! Amanda is the only one for you (I think I just gave it away ;))

10. Don't let it get to you, there are plenty of people who suck in the world and you're not one of them. :) Let it slide. and come talk to me more!

If you guess one right then I'll give you virtual cookies... and If you get them wrong I'll give you smaller virtual cookies ^_^

STOLEN FROM: krops-lrig (btw, I thought I was number 1 on Taras XD! But I don't wanna post it in case I'm wrong... and weird people I don't like read it!)

I WON'T HURT YOU! PLEASE GUESS ;)

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